I feel now that I am on the up swing. I do feel I have had one of the top Urologist in the country. So many surgeries to fix the fistula because he desperately wanted to save my bladder because of my age. My Uro is Rodney Appell with Baylor in Houston and the surgeries were done at Methodist in Houston. All except the hysterectomy and the first repair. I am anxious to get the Urodynamics done next week to see what they find. I know that the bladder neck was spared during surgery and I have do have a sense of urgency but it just all falls out by the time I get there. I have every confidence in my docs at this point, but am frustrated with the lack of control.