Just when you get the rug back under your feet it gets jerked back out!!!
My husband had a mole taken off his upper thigh , it got alittle infected so the Dr gave him antibiotics to help it. He is now in the hospital with a blood clot in his lung. The scat scan showed a tumor in his groin and enlarged lymph nodes in his body. They are saying the're pretty sure it is lymphoma. Tomorrow they will do a biopsie.
    I thought it was hard to tell my kids about me , but their Daddy is their rock, he is never sick. I went to the Lord in prayer and he said , Trust Me.  he didn't say it would be fine ,just to Trust Him, so this is what I will do . My husband was sleeping so since I could'nt hike or ski the tension away I did laps around the hospital floor and up and down the steps !
    I tried to think how I was feeling about all this, but all I know is this is our new reallity and we just have to get on with living it the best we can. This to can pass. Maybe I will cry scream and throw a fit sometime ,but I think I will just Trust Him, the one who said he would never leave me nor forsake me.  Jesus.
    I don't know when I will be back on but I will try to let you all know whats going on. I will be praying for all of you when I (hike ) the hospital floors to work off steam.  Love and prayers from Rocky.  Ps I started to bleed alot when I peed but I think it might be a scab coming off from my recent turb .