just plain scared

I was recently diagnosed with bladder cancer, until know I had no idea it existed. I have been worried about breast cancer, since my mom an grandmother have it.

Since Nov 2007 my gyn doctor had been treating me for uti's and bladder infections every month. My pain when urinating became unbearable in September and I went to ER where they placed a cather and was referred to a urologist, after a day the foley became clogged with clots. My urologist ordered a cat scan which told him that I had bladder cancer.  A couple of days later he performed a cystoscopy.

I had to go to ER 2 days later and was admitted to the hospital. They performed a nephrostomy and now I have 2 urinal bags attached.

I found out today that I will be taking chemo and possibly radiation. I am angry now but I know that with prayer and support of my family this too shall past.

Sorry for the rambling, but I never thought I would be in this situation an not sure how to handle it.